necessary pain

it seems like i could write for decades just about you

have i lost the most important person in my life?

Yes i have

it started with ecstasy, became a nightmare, turned into bliss to end as nightmare again

your image is still haunting me





but from a holistic point of view

you helped me to recognize my trauma

by awakening myself from stoic slumber

you, bringer of light and pain

illuminate me

help me transform