the best and the worst of me

the best version of myself would take every situation as a chance to grow and become wiser

the worst version of myself would just get lost in a vortex of desperation and eventually end this miserable existence as it seems like an endless fight without any chance of winning

why should i bother fighting if the prospects are so uninviting?

End it now, spare yourself some pain, that's what the worst version of myself would think

i admit it's tempting

but not what i want

i got some work to do

therefore i choose to act as the best version of myself