throw it all away

why can't you see the amazing treasure that we could have together?

So what is your reaction towards this potential?

O right, you throw it all away like it was nothing, only some distant memories remaining

you forget so fast, maybe that's why you can't figure out the answer to a simple question like why

why, do you have to end this beautiful journey when it hasn't even started properly

o right, because you have expectations, expectations so high, that noone can reach them

whatever happened to you in the past that made you so crazily looking for relationship-perfection

better get rid of this attidue as soon as possible or you will repeat the same idiotic mistake over and over again

but it's your business, your own problem as long as you are not the one with the broken heart

how does it feel to water and nurture my dream for weeks only to destroy it when it suits you right





so throw it all away like it never happened

the walks, the talks, the longing, the deep connection, the intimacies, the feelings we shared

throw it all away

sever me from you if that is what you want

based on a blurry bad feeling you can't explain

throw it all away





i hope you feel better now, so good luck with your search for perfection, cause you will be searching for a very long time

should i have screamed at you, begged you, shaked you until i get what i want

a proper explanation why we shouldn't be together cause it makes no sense to me

but i think you already know by now how much you mean to me without screaming at you





so

what's left to say

thanks for the joy, thanks for the pain





if you decide otherwise and want to have me back

please, i beg you

have the courage to say so

my anger is great, but my ardent longing for you, to be with you, to feel you, is much greater than my rage

one kiss would be enough to wipe it all away